Down The TBR Hole (#1)

september 9, 2019 _ 2_00 pm _ findlay residence

Down The TBR Hole is a meme, hosted by Lost in a Story, about organizing our ever-growing TBR on Goodreads.

How it works:

  • Go to your Goodreads to-read shelf.
  • Order on ascending date added.
  • Take the first 5 (or 10 or 15 or 20) books.
  • Read the synopses of the books.
  • Decide: keep it or should it go?

My Current TBR Count: 110 books (not bad really, but it’s a new account so give it time…)

Book 1: The Ocean at the End of Lane by Neil Gaiman


Neil Gaiman is an author I really admire and definitely want to explore more of his work. I’ve only read Coraline and The Graveyard Book by him and this is one of his most acclaimed novels so my interest in it is still pretty peaked.

Decision: Keep It!



Book 2: The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater


This is one series I’ve been meaning to get to for sooo long. I keep hearing positive things about it so I have to get to it at some point.

Decision: Keep It!



Book 3: Attachments by Rainbow Rowell


I’ve only read Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell, which I still hold dear, and this story sounds incredibly cute and feel good. Definitely keeping it for a rainy day.

Decision: Keep it!



Book 4: Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover


This is a tricky one. I read Slammed a few years back and enjoyed it but, at the moment, none of Colleen Hoover’s stories really attract my attention. Including this one.

Decision: Go.



Book 5: Everything Everything by Nicola Yoon


I actually have a physical copy of this and it’s such a short book that it would take no time to finish it….when I decide to pick it up.

Decision: Keep It!




Books Removed: 1


It’s been some time since I had fun doing a meme and this one was amazing! What do you think of the books I chose to keep or remove? Have you read any of them? Comment down your own links, I’m really interested in reading your picks!




Review: Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo


  • Title: Six of Crows
  • Author: Leigh Bardugo
  • Pages: 465
  • Publishing: Henry Holt and Company
  • Publication Date: September 29th 2015
  • Rating: 5/5 stars

Ketterdam: a bustling hub of international trade where anything can be had for the right price–and no one knows that better than criminal prodigy Kaz Brekker. Kaz is offered a chance at a deadly heist that could make him rich beyond his wildest dreams. But he can’t pull it off alone…

 A convict with a thirst for revenge.

A sharpshooter who can’t walk away from a wager.

A runaway with a privileged past.

A spy known as the Wraith.

A Heartrender using her magic to survive the slums.

A thief with a gift for unlikely escapes.

Six dangerous outcasts. One impossible heist. Kaz’s crew is the only thing that might stand between the world and destruction—if they don’t kill each other first.


My Thoughts


There was an initial hesitance in picking Six of Crows up due to my underwhelming experience with its predecessor series and the overwhelming hype surrounding the book. Reading it, however, gave me a new perspective in giving authors a second try; this was a story that seized my attention from the beginning and thrilled me right until the very last page. 

The story centers around a group of criminals and outcasts hired to pull off a heist; break out an important prisoner from the most well-protected prison in their country. During this seemingly impossible task, the crew find themselves in a number of life-threatening and unpredictable situations that seem exceedingly difficult to get out of. And yet, there always were some ingenious and canny way the characters would come up with to weasel themselves out. Throughout the book, the characters disguised themselves as different people, made a drill out of cage bars and a diamond, escaped from a prison that had its own version of Rome’s arena, stole and drove a tank inside a high-security arena and planted a tree in the middle of the road. Best. Time. Ever.

The entire reading experience was pure at-the-edge-of-your-seat fun. It was brilliantly woven together with moments turning from incredibly amusing to dark and twisted in an almost elegant way. The heist was also thoroughly thought out and it showed the research and dedication that Bardugo put into the book in order to make it believable as well as mind-boggling. It is my honest opinion that she would indeed make an amazing criminal.

Adding to that, the writing was impeccable. I had already noticed Bardugo’s writing skills while reading Shadow and Bone a few years back but in Six of Crows, her talent is more present as her writing has matured; has become richer and more intricate. A story told by four different characters, Leigh Bardugo achieved in engaging me in each character’s story and made no PoV feel unnecessary.  Her talent especially showed in scenes where emotions ran high, that evoked both amusement and fright, heartbreak and thrill. To be frank with you, my emotions were pretty much all over the place during the entirety of those 500 pages.

 Our crew of outcasts was also well-crafted and multilayered, each one badass and heartbreaking in their own way.  There was pure chemistry between them that showed in dialogue and in the way they worked with each other and everyone brought something important to the team. While Kaz was the mind, the heist would not have been successful without Inej’s skills or Nina’s magic, Jesper’s aim, Matthias’ knowledge or Wylan’s sketching abilities and chemistry tricks. No one felt redundant and together they truly made one badass, unstoppable crew.

What I loved the most though was that there was a true feeling of camaraderie between them. They had each other’s backs and treated each other as equals. All of them, while being unapologetic about their past- which greatly defined their personalities- were fearless (and ruthless if need be), loyal, with wounds that sometimes ran deep yet full of determination. One of the strongest bunch of characters I’ve read about in a while.

For anyone wondering, there is definitely romance in the book; some of the best romantic couples actually. It was fulfilling but also subtle, not interfering with the plot but instead, adding to it. The sentimental scenes between the key couples were certainly few, but oh man they were definitely hitting their mark each time.

Inej and Kaz instantly became one of my all-time favorite pairings. Theirs is a slow-burning romance, but altogether magnificent. From the beginning it’s shown how vital they are for each other; they are partners in crime (literally), they lean on and trust each other more than anyone and their loyalty has no bounds. Yet, while Inej is drawn to Kaz, I was actually surprised to see how important she was for him from the beginning. It was heartwarming to see how he leaned on her, his ruthless and impassive exterior melting a bit when it came to her. They are both broken characters, with dark and difficult pasts that find courage in each other… *sigh* I just want them happy…

Matthias and Nina; call me cliché but I love a good hate-to-love romance and those two were too irresistible not to fall for. Sworn enemies yet so hopelessly in love with each other. I was a goner. And, finally, Jesper and Wylan were the cuties we didn’t know we needed. Shamelessly flirting with each other and giving the dark direction of the plot a few bright moments. Also, ‘Maybe I liked your stupid face!’….best line ever.

Overall, the book was an amazing combination of thrill-seeking, morally ambiguous characters and a dark and thrilling plot that made the experience so, so much fun. If you haven’t read it already….what are you doing??


5/5 stars

I’m Really Bad at Finishing Series

Magic is everywhere.

Over the years I have accumulated a number of books, some could say too many books- although I don’t think there is such a thing-, and a big portion of them belong to series. I don’t usually go for stand-alone books solely because one book is never enough for me. I’m always left with the need to spend more time in that universe and of course, with a series – especially in fantasy- the world is often established much better throughout the course of a number of books.

And that’s good and all, a lot of people prefer series to stand-alones for the exact same reasons as me. But I have a problem…I’m also really bad at finishing them. This, I’ve figured, happens to me for a couple of reasons; sometimes, I prolong to read the last book as I’m not ready to say goodbye to the world and the characters just yet (I’m sentimental that way), others I want to continue on with the series but I don’t necessarily feel the pull towards the next book just yet. And sometimes, I guiltily have to admit, I’ve forgotten about or lost my immediate interest towards that particular series. So here’s my List of Shame, as I call it, to farther prove this embarrassing habit of mine:

Only 1 Book Read


2 Books Read


Well, this is an embarrassingly long list… I’d actually forgotten half the books in that list before completing it *blushes*  Unfortunately, certain books in there I know I’m probably never going to get to. Some of these series, like TID, I’m definitely going to be reading in the near future while, others, like Rebel Belle, I know I’ve lost interest a long time ago.

Since I’ve started being a reader, I’ve always had a difficulty finishing the series I started; either I got excited about something new or just forgetful. This is a trait I still have to this day but, now, I also feel a pull to finish a story in order to know what the ending is and where the characters end up. So, I’m definitely planning to shrink that List of Shame with time. This is the type of post to guilt me into doing that. Feel free to do the same in the comments!

Which of these series you think I’m missing out on? Should I prioritize reading any?

Review: Caraval (Caraval #1) by Stephanie Garber


  • Title: Caraval ( Caraval #1)
  • Author: Stephanie Garber
  • Publishing Company: Flatiron Books
  • Publication Date: January 31st 2017
  • Pages: 407
  • Rating: 3/5
  • Goodreads / Amazon / Waterstones

Remember, it’s only a game…

Scarlett Dragna has never left the tiny island where she and her sister, Tella, live with their powerful, and cruel, father. Now Scarlett’s father has arranged a marriage for her, and Scarlett thinks her dreams of seeing Caraval—the faraway, once-a-year performance where the audience participates in the show—are over.

But this year, Scarlett’s long-dreamt-of invitation finally arrives. With the help of a mysterious sailor, Tella whisks Scarlett away to the show. Only, as soon as they arrive, Tella is kidnapped by Caraval’s mastermind organizer, Legend. It turns out that this season’s Caraval revolves around Tella, and whoever finds her first is the winner.

Scarlett has been told that everything that happens during Caraval is only an elaborate performance. Nevertheless she becomes enmeshed in a game of love, heartbreak, and magic. And whether Caraval is real or not, Scarlett must find Tella before the five nights of the game are over or a dangerous domino effect of consequences will be set off, and her beloved sister will disappear forever.

Welcome, welcome to Caraval…beware of getting swept too far away.


My Thoughts

I went into Caraval with high expectations waiting to be blown away like so many others were by the book’s content. Despite some good elements of the book though, unfortunately, for me, it ended up being another dreaded case of hyped-up books. Despite having an enjoyable reading experience with Caraval and the whimsical world Stephanie Garber created, I also had key problems with the book that greatly took away from my enjoyment.

The writing was a perfect match to the book’s atmosphere. Garber had a rich and vivid way of telling the story of Caraval and giving life to the world; the description really focused on colors and shades when it came both to the world and people’s emotions which, to my mind, added to the storytelling, giving the tale a more enchanting aura. Stephanie’s tendency to spotlight the color in her world made everything that more lush and animated in my head while also accomplishing the mystifying and magical atmosphere that the story needed.

However, that same focus on colors confused me at times. It is worth noting that the main character, Scarlett, is also able to view her emotions as colors. Initially, I thought this was part of the writing style which I appreciated considering it a lyrical addition. But, later on in the book, there is a scene where Scarlett, after drinking a strange punch that is supposed to make her see things more clearly is, for a moment, able to see Julian’s emotions as well in the form of colors. It gave the impression that she was also magical and that her powers intensified but it was never touched upon again and I was just left confused. I realized it was never clarified if colors were the way she viewed emotions or if she could really see them. The author blurred that line at times throughout the book without giving an explanation. That, for me, left a gap in the story that shouldn’t have been there.

Still, if there is one reason I would want to come back to this story when the sequel Legendary comes out is the world. Isle de los Suenos, as well as Caraval, were full of mystery, peculiar places, magic tricks and questionable strangers. I truly loved every minute I got exploring this unusual world. There is so much more to uncover about Caraval and Legend that I feel we’ve only scraped the surface of what’s really underneath. With that in mind, I can’t wait to revisit this lavish world full of mischief and magic; strangers that tell you what you seek based on which tattoos on their body your eyes linger on, where buying things comes in exchange for answers or days, people go to sleep at sunrise and dresses transform depending on the hour.

Unfortunately, it felt like Gerber spent so much time envisioning the world that she forgot to spare enough for the characters. Scarlett was, to say the least, a disappointing main character. She had wanted to join the Caraval since she was 10 years old and had heard a number of stories about it from her grandmother. And yet, despite the knowledge she had, she was so naïve and trusting during the entire game. She did incredibly stupid things, like sleep in a stranger’s room or trust a person who she knew only 3 days. It was one stupid and rush decision after the other. She also never stopped to enjoy the game. Everyone kept saying it’s a game, a show, and nothing is real but she never acknowledged that.

Adding to that, a character that felt superficial and only there to add to the plot was the sisters’ father. He was portrayed as a strict and overbearing father, a child abuser but his character had no real depth. There was never a reason given for his behavior nor a purpose for it. He was just a necessary villain to help the plot move along and make the sisters more likable while excusing some of their actions.

I would love to actually say that I loved the bond between the sisters but I didn’t really feel it. There was caring and love between them but they lacked in understanding. For example, in the end, Scarlet was left confused and hurt but Tella wasn’t really there for her, it felt like her confusion was brushed off. It also felt sometimes that Scarlett didn’t think that highly of Tella, from the way she was describing her personality. Yet this is not something that I really focused on, there wasn’t much interaction between them during Caraval. I’m hoping that sister bond I was looking for will finally show in Legendary.

Concerning the storytelling, the book had some serious plot holes. We didn’t get answers to a lot of things. Halfway through the book Scarlett heard a woman screaming under the tombs and after a while, she was completely forgotten. We never got an answer to what happened there; if it was one of the ‘props’ or not, and she never asked. At the same time, Caraval was supposed to be a competition between parties, a treasure hunt. Again, while we followed Julian and Scarlett around we only got glimpses of the other competitors; there was never any real mention of them or interaction with them unless they were all in the same room. The competition was non-existent, which was sad because it could have really added to the story. And, at the end, the climax of the story was a bit of a whirlwind; we were just given a bunch of information altogether with no time to really soak it in and then expected to move on from that smoothly.

Lastly, I could have done without the romance. First of all, in the span of just a week full of activity, anxiousness, and mysteries to solve there is no time for a proper romance to develop. The relationship between Julian and Scarlett was completely insta-love, one of my most hated tropes. Scarlett almost immediately showed an attraction towards him even though she had caught him making out with her sister. But even if we ignored that, throughout a book, he continuously proved to be the most untrustworthy person out of all; but she kept trusting him, falling in love with a person she barely knew, who kept disappearing. Their love story left me completely baffled and unsatisfied to be honest.

Overall, Caraval was an enjoyable read and a fascinating idea for a story but it lacked in execution. I think it’s one of those cases that the book needed a bit more work as the world was well developed but the plot and the characters lacked greatly.

CWW #4: A Thousand Beginnings and Endings

Can't Wait Wednesday

Can’t-Wait Wednesday is a weekly meme hosted at Wishful Endings, to spotlight and discuss the books we’re excited about that we have yet to read. Generally, they’re books that have yet to be released. It’s based on Waiting on Wednesday, hosted by the fabulous Jill at Breaking the Spine.


  • Title: A Thousand Beginnings and Endings
  • Author: Various
  • Publisher: Greenwillow Books
  • Publication Date: June 26th 2018

Star-crossed lovers, meddling immortals, feigned identities, battles of wits, and dire warnings. These are the stuff of fairy tale, myth, and folklore that have drawn us in for centuries.

Fifteen bestselling and acclaimed authors reimagine the folklore and mythology of East and South Asia in short stories that are by turns enchanting, heartbreaking, romantic, and passionate.

Compiled by We Need Diverse Books’s Ellen Oh and Elsie Chapman, the authors included in this exquisite collection are: Renee Ahdieh, Sona Charaipotra, Preeti Chhibber, Roshani Chokshi, Aliette de Bodard, Melissa de la Cruz, Julie Kagawa, Rahul Kanakia, Lori M. Lee, E. C. Myers, Cindy Pon, Aisha Saeed, Shveta Thakrar, and Alyssa Wong.

A mountain loses her heart. Two sisters transform into birds to escape captivity. A young man learns the true meaning of sacrifice. A young woman takes up her mother’s mantle and leads the dead to their final resting place. From fantasy to science fiction to contemporary, from romance to tales of revenge, these stories will beguile readers from start to finish. For fans of Neil Gaiman’s Unnatural Creatures and Ameriie’s New York Times–bestselling Because You Love to Hate Me

I Can’t Wait For This Book Because

I’ve never read any book that centers around Asian mythology and I really need to remedy that since it’s such a broad and interesting subject. We always hear about books coming out with Roman, Greek or Norse mythology in them but there are so many other mythologies we need to delve into more! Also, this book contains stories from authors like Renee Ahdieh and Julie Kagawa whom I love!

TTT #4: Books I Would Slay a Lion To Get Early

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Top Ten Tuesday is an original feature/weekly meme created by The Broke and the Bookish in June 2010 and is now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl. This feature is dedicated to making bookish lists of our- weekly themed- top ten (or more/ less) books! 

This also marks the first post of May and of my attempt to upload every day for a month! 

All of us have a mental (or maybe written) list of books we cannot wait to have in our hands. Those are the books we agonize over when fleeting thoughts of them pass through our minds; books that are not just new releases we just heard about or stumbled upon on Goodreads. Noooooo these ones we had an eye on for a while. We’ve been eagerly anticipating them, and you bet we’ll be one of the first people in the bookstore to get them when they come out. For me, these are the books (in no particular order) I’d fight every kind of real or mythical creature to get my hands on. (Funny thing is…only three of them have covers xD)

Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassandra Clare


As I mentioned in a previous post, I have not read the TDA trilogy yet *hides in shame*. I am planning to marathon the first two books during summer so I can read this one when it comes out though! But I’m also impatiently waiting for it because apparently the fate of some of the original characters from TMI is going to be determined in this one and I need my babies to be okay! They’ve been through enough!

Dance of Thieves by Mary E. Pearson

Dance of Thieves_FINAL 9.18

This was a CWW pick of mine in February so you can go check that post out and see why I’m dying to have it on my hands *wink*

King of Scars by Leigh Bardugo


This post is actually incredibly on time since the cover for King of Scars was announced yesterday and it is gorgeous!! I’ve only met Nikolai through his brief appearance in Crooked Kingdom but he really made an impression on me. He was witty, sharp and disguised as a legendary flying pirate…enough said. I’m really intrigued by his story and I’m even more excited to delve back into the Grisha world. We also are getting a PoV from one of the characters from Six of Crows (I’m betting on Nina) so I’m literally counting down the days for this book!!

Chain of Gold (The Last Hours #1) by Cassandra Clare

This is my most anticipated book by Cassandra Clare. I’ve been dying to read about the TID’s character’s children since it was announced that there would be a trilogy for them too. I’m actually already ridiculously attached to the characters and have my ships ready to sail…it’s that bad.

Doors of Stone by Patrick Rothfuss

Can this be out already?! Literally bring me the lion right now! Bring me a den of them! I’ll take ’em down!

Again, But Better by Christine Riccio

I’m not sure if this is the official title but I’m going to be reading this book whatever the name or synopsis. Christine was one of the first booktubers I started watching and I’ve followed her entire writing journey of this book through her videos on Youtube so I’m very eager for it to be a physically existent product! If it matches her personality at all it’s going to be amazing!

What If It’s Us by Adam Silvera and Becki


Both these authors have made books that have made me cry and laugh on various occasions, so a collaboration between them…I just know it’s a masterpiece waiting to be unleashed into the world.

Crown of Feathers by Nicki Pan Preto

Pitched as Eragon meets The Winner’s Curse, in which a teenage girl runs away from her controlling sister and disguises herself as a boy to join a secret group of nearly extinct warriors who ride into battle on the backs of phoenixes, as the ruling Empire sets out to destroy them.

This one is a gem I happened to stumble upon a few months back and, oh my, am I excited to dive right into it! Seriously, just read the synopsis. If reading that doesn’t at least intrigue you, I don’t know what will.

The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare

And last, but certainly not least, a book about Malec! A whole trilogy about one of my all-time favorite literary couples! I shamelessly joined fangirled with all my might when I found that out. Just give me it! *grabby hands*

What books would you battle lions for? 



Stacking the Shelves #1: aka I Bought One Book And Then Emptied Out My Local Library

new sts

Stacking The Shelves is a meme hosted by Tynga’s Reviews and Reading Reality. It’s all about sharing the books you are adding to your shelves, may it be physical or virtual. This means you can include books you buy in physical store or online, books you borrow from friends or the library, review books, gifts and of course ebooks!




Books I Bought

This is a book I knew I had to have and not just borrow from the library. It’s inspired by the Black Lives Matter movement and I have heard nothing but fantastic things about it since it came out.

From Library

I’ve been a bit nostalgic lately so I decided to start rereading the PJO books in e-format. But, for some reason, it didn’t feel quite as right as reading the physical books so I borrowed them from the library since my copies are a few countries away at the moment.

Genuine Fraud is a book I’ve been dying to read since it came out! I’ve been a huge fan of E. Lockhart and her writing from reading We Were Liars back in 2014! Her writing style is very unique and lyrical and she has a certain magnificent way of ripping your heart out while also making you appreciate the process.

Lastly, The Wicked Deep and Rebel of the Sands are books that I’ve been gravitating towards lately but I’m not sure if I’m going to love. So, I took the safe way and decided to read them from the library first!

What Books Did You Get This Week?